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<p>date: 2019-08-14
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<p>Somewhere around 2014, a friend of mine went mad.</p>
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<p>That&rsquo;s a bit dramatic, isn&rsquo;t it?</p>
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<p>I really don&rsquo;t know how else to put the sensation of someone&rsquo;s reality not meshing with yours. The closest I can come is the feeling of shock and betrayal that I felt the first (and only) time I experienced an earthquake.</p>
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<p>Do you feel that your friend betrayed you?</p>
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<p>Not intentionally.</p>
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<p>Can betrayal be anything but?</p>
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<p>Did the earth intend betray me? Almost certainly not. Is it even capable of such?</p>
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<p>And yet you feel it did.</p>
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<p>I have trust issues.</p>
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<p>Well, yes.</p>
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<p>I trust that some parts of the world around me are static, inert. Or that they move so slowly as to be indistinguishable from such. That&rsquo;s balanced by just how much everything else moves.</p>
<p>This static thing suddenly became something else. A gentle side-to-side motion became a more rapid wobble, lasting perhaps ten to fifteen seconds before fading quickly to stillness once more. In that time, I&rsquo;d leaped from bed and dashed into the hallway, confused. I was just in the process of calling the dogs when it stopped.</p>
<p>JD simply mumbled &ldquo;Earthy-quake?&rdquo; and fell back asleep.</p>
<p>Three minutes later came a small aftershock, lasting no more than five seconds.</p>
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<p>You raced to post it on Twitter, Mastodon, and Telegram, and fill out the I-Felt-It report like a good little Millennial.</p>
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<p>I have a type. I&rsquo;ll own that.</p>
<p>Getting that call in 2014, hearing those words that spoke of a different reality. It was an earthquake.</p>
<p><a class="pulse" href="2">And&hellip;</a></p>
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