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<h1>Zk | 03</h1>
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<p>date: 2019-08-19
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<div class="codehilite"><pre><span></span><code><span class="err">Is this a thing for Imgur? Most certainly not! It's perfect for shouting into a vasty nothingness, though. It's just One Of Those Things. I'd say votes don't matter, since they don't, but Lord knows I'll be back to check on this at some point. If nothing else, maybe folks with similar experiences will have info, hopes, and thoughts to add.</span>
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<div class="codehilite"><pre><span></span><code><span class="err">This, er...human hygiene infopamphlet strongly evokes the sensation of the destabilization that comes along with going off of antipsychotics (see: http://imgur.com/a/vtulA ). There’s a certain type of magical, ritualistic thinking that comes with the (near-)psychosis of withdrawal. The kind that comes on you like a compulsion, or like your gag reflex being triggered, and makes you feel like your skin no longer fits.</span>
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<div class="codehilite"><pre><span></span><code><span class="k">For</span> <span class="n">me</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">it</span><span class="err">’</span><span class="n">s</span> <span class="n">frequently</span> <span class="n">about</span> <span class="n">birds</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="k">For</span> <span class="n">a</span> <span class="n">long</span> <span class="n">while</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">was</span> <span class="n">geese</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">A</span> <span class="n">goose</span> <span class="k">is</span> <span class="n">dumb</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">A</span> <span class="n">thousand</span> <span class="n">geese</span> <span class="n">darkening</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="n">horizon</span> <span class="k">is</span> <span class="n">a</span> <span class="n">portent</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">Mindless</span> <span class="n">honking</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">individually</span> <span class="n">directionless</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">collectively</span> <span class="n">unstoppable</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">A</span> <span class="n">goose</span> <span class="k">is</span> <span class="n">tasty</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">Geese</span> <span class="n">taste</span> <span class="k">like</span> <span class="n">horror</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">Acrid</span> <span class="n">tang</span> <span class="k">of</span> <span class="n">ill</span> <span class="n">omens</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="k">Or</span> <span class="n">so</span> <span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">felt</span> <span class="k">at</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="k">time</span><span class="p">.</span>
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<span class="k">Then</span> <span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">was</span> <span class="n">owls</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">It</span> <span class="n">was</span> <span class="n">my</span> <span class="n">duty</span> <span class="k">to</span> <span class="n">think</span> <span class="n">about</span> <span class="n">owls</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="k">to</span> <span class="n">encourage</span> <span class="n">others</span> <span class="k">to</span> <span class="n">think</span> <span class="n">about</span> <span class="n">owls</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="k">In</span> <span class="k">and</span> <span class="k">of</span> <span class="n">themselves</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">owls</span> <span class="k">are</span> <span class="n">alright</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">kind</span> <span class="k">of</span> <span class="n">a</span> <span class="n">take</span><span class="o">-</span><span class="n">it</span><span class="o">-</span><span class="k">or</span><span class="o">-</span><span class="n">leave</span><span class="o">-</span><span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">bird</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">but</span> <span class="n">one</span> <span class="n">must</span> <span class="n">think</span> <span class="n">about</span> <span class="n">them</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">because</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="n">consequences</span> <span class="k">of</span> <span class="k">not</span> <span class="n">thinking</span> <span class="n">about</span> <span class="n">them</span> <span class="k">are</span> <span class="n">beyond</span> <span class="n">imagining</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="k">Or</span> <span class="n">so</span> <span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">felt</span> <span class="k">at</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="k">time</span><span class="p">.</span>
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<span class="k">And</span> <span class="k">for</span> <span class="n">a</span> <span class="nb">bit</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">was</span> <span class="n">incantations</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="err">“</span><span class="k">Get</span> <span class="n">fucked</span><span class="p">,</span><span class="err">”</span> <span class="n">I</span><span class="err">’</span><span class="n">d</span> <span class="n">tell</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="n">clouds</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">I</span><span class="err">’</span><span class="n">d</span> <span class="n">tell</span> <span class="n">my</span> <span class="n">thoughts</span> <span class="k">to</span> <span class="k">get</span> <span class="n">fucked</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">I</span><span class="err">’</span><span class="n">d</span> <span class="n">tell</span> <span class="n">sleep</span> <span class="k">to</span> <span class="k">get</span> <span class="n">fucked</span><span class="p">,</span> <span class="n">I</span><span class="err">’</span><span class="n">d</span> <span class="n">tell</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="n">tic</span> <span class="k">to</span> <span class="k">get</span> <span class="n">fucked</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">I</span> <span class="n">had</span> <span class="k">to</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="n">I</span> <span class="n">couldn</span><span class="err">’</span><span class="n">t</span> <span class="k">not</span><span class="p">.</span> <span class="k">Or</span> <span class="n">so</span> <span class="n">it</span> <span class="n">felt</span> <span class="k">at</span> <span class="n">the</span> <span class="k">time</span><span class="p">.</span>
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<div class="codehilite"><pre><span></span><code><span class="err">Birds and incantations, it turns out, are common in magical thinking and intrusive thoughts, as well as grids, parallel lines, and food. The comic is a prime example of that. There are aspects of OCD, sure, but it’s beyond just the obsessions and the compulsions, it’s the way that that is expressed in ritual and dire need, the fact that one cannot bear the consequences of NOT performing the ritual. There’s nothing wrong with ritual or magical thinking, nor even birds, incantations, grids, or food. The problem lies in when those are forced on you by your hindbrain until you’re sick.</span>
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<div class="codehilite"><pre><span></span><code><span class="err">A friend calls it ‘bruise vision’, and while I can’t explain why, that’s 100% accurate.</span>
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<div class="codehilite"><pre><span></span><code><span class="err">I couldn't create this sort of thing, so I'm glad that someone did for me. Here's the original source: http://adactivity.tumblr.com/post/73552347250/here-are-the-raw-images-which-make-up-the-eat-no - support artists doing neat things! And take care of yourselves :)</span>
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