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<h1>Zk | For posterity! Or something..</h1>
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<p><span class="tag">diary</span> <span class="tag">livejournal</span> <span class="tag">fossils</span></p>
<p><font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: my mom&rsquo;s asking me wierd questions&hellip;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: I can only avaoid questions so long <em>whimper</em>
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Like what? o.o
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: umm&hellip; &ldquo;so are you and matt thinking about moving in together when you both get jobs&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yes, I&rsquo;ll keep you in my dorm room, in my bed.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: yay
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: my mom wants to know what you&rsquo;re going to CSU for
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: your major
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Biochemistry, though I may switch to biology education.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: that&rsquo;s spiffy
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yeah. I&rsquo;d like to teach, but I&rsquo;m not sure I could deal with the kids, so I&rsquo;ll see how I like biochem.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ah
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: corrupting kids would be fun though
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yeah. Teaching really does appeal to me, but I&rsquo;m starting to realize how much I hate highschool kids :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lolo
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i think being in high school makes you dislike highschoolers
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: True..
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I kinda want to be a choir director, but I&rsquo;m not sure.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oooh
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: that would be fun
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: I thought you didn&rsquo;t like choir so much though
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I love choir, I hate my director like pieces of the sun.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oh, alright
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i get it
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: <em>petpetpets</em> Any other questions I can answer? ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hmm&hellip;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Truthfully or otherwise.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hmm, lemme think ^<em>~
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: my mom asks &ldquo;what are you intentions towards me?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: That&rsquo;s.. an odd question.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i know
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she&rsquo;s looking for an answer, sarcastic or not&hellip; you asked if there were more questions, lol
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Do I need a goal-oriented action-item, or can I just say &lsquo;to be the best person I can be for you&rsquo;?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said that&rsquo;s the perfect answer
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and i agree
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Oh, is this a pop quiz? :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: yes
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^</em>^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: is that alright?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Mmhm ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: when do you start CSU
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and are you on scholarship(s)?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I start in the fall, and no scholarships. I&rsquo;ve been too busy to apply for lengthly ones, and FAFSA didn&rsquo;t like me.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^<em>^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: My mom wants to know what you plan on happening when you stay here next weekend?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Do you own Labyrinth?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: yes
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I wanna watch it ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: kk
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Other than that, no plans ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: does you mom know you&rsquo;re staying?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Not yet. Haven&rsquo;t had a chance to talk with her since I&rsquo;m at my dad&rsquo;s.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ah
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: kk
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Eep, weird crap in my room./
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: like?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she has another question&hellip; &ldquo;do you want me to go back to college?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I think it&rsquo;d be neat . You&rsquo;d make a good vet. ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: aww thank you
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she wants me to be a chemistry major, lol
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i like the vet thing
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Why a chem major?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said I love it, which I do, and I&rsquo;m great at it, which I am, and i could help the world a lot by doign it, and she said it&rsquo;s a natural thing for me, which I agree on
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she&rsquo;s full of questions&hellip; hope it&rsquo;s not bothering you
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I&rsquo;m having fun ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she wants to know who you think is dominant in our relationship
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I&rsquo;d say the alpha, but actually, we&rsquo;re fairly egalitarian.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said that;s a good answer
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she wants to know if you see me as a male or female
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Depends on the situation. I think of you as male, but sometimes can&rsquo;t help but see you as female. <em>shrug</em>
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she askes &ldquo;in which situations do you see her as female and do you see her more and more as female?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Situations where physical characteristics make it evident, such as moments where your voice gets particularly soprano-esque.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and the other half of the question?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: As male?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: no&hellip;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you see her more and more as female?&rdquo;<br />
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: such as as we go along&hellip; does it go more male ro female or female to male?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Um.. I really don&rsquo;t pay a whole lot of attention to it, except when it&rsquo;s brought up or made evident, might have to get back to you on that. Sorry for the non-answer..
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: it&rsquo;s alright
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she thinks your stalling on the answers, lol
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I am, I need time to think c.c
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i know, i told her that, lol
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;do you see yourself as male or female?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Twisted answer or simple answer?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;the honest answer&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: They&rsquo;re both honest, each in its own way.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: it dostn&rsquo;t matter to her but i want the twisted one
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Simple: male.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Twisted: I don&rsquo;t think of having a gender. I&rsquo;m male by consequence and genetics, but I&rsquo;m neither masculine nor feminine.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol, that&rsquo;s what my mom sais about herself
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^</em>^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she asks &ldquo;what do you think abotu this relationship between her and Samir?&rdquo;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: no judgement on my part
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: It&rsquo;s constructive. I can&rsquo;t see anything bad coming of it.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^<em>^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i like that one
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yee ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she asks &ldquo;are you an only child?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yup. I had a stepbrother and two step sisters for.. 11 years.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she asks &ldquo;do you know how to quiet your mind?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yes, I use a grounding technique from Usui style Reiki.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;&rdquo;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;when you get depressed, do you use it? or do you forget it&rsquo;s a talent?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: It depends on where the depression&rsquo;s coming from. If it&rsquo;s sympathetic or empathetic, it usually helps by quieting it, but if I&rsquo;m actually depressed, I rarely remember it.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;do you know what a metaphysision is or how to spell it?&rdquo;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol, neither of us can spell it
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Metaphysician.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: My guess would be that it&rsquo;s a reiki practitioner.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: thanks for the spelling
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hai hai, that&rsquo;s what my mom is
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;can you create?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: If it&rsquo;s create with a lowercase c, then I suppose so. I can make coffee and such :o) If it&rsquo;s Create, then I&rsquo;m not sure what you mean.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;do you believe you create your own reality?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Within limits, yeah, I suppose I do.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said &ldquo;there are no limits&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Except the ones you put on yourself :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^</em>^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;can you close your eyes and invision something and know it&rsquo;s true?&rdquo;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;and know that it&rsquo;s going to be?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Depends again on the limits I place on myself.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: kk
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said &ldquo;you&rsquo;re still young, her journey didn&rsquo;t start until she was 43 and studied for 10 years to get to where she is now&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: And I&rsquo;ve got all the time in the world, so I&rsquo;m taking steps. The only leap I&rsquo;ve taken was getting attuned to 2nd degree Reiki in four hours, and that awoke a stomach ache to end all stomach aches. :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;what do you mean by second level attunement?&rdquo;
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;are you talking abotu running energy?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Reiki is a school, divided into three degrees depending on how much you learn, which is based on how ready you are. I was ready for what I had to learn, but practicing the first day lead me to a purge that took place over a few days.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Michael knows about this from my journal thing.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said she&rsquo;s out of questions
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you have any for her? ^<em>^
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Did she come to any conclusions about me? :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;being a metaphysican I don&rsquo;t judge, I accept things given to me as information&rdquo;
Moondog Dragon: so I&rsquo;d say no, but she had no bad reastions to any answers ^</em>^
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Hehe, everyone has their non-answers.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i suppose so
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said that she&rsquo;ll think about
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: it
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Okie ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you have any questions for me?
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: How do you think it went?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i think it went well
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: except I&rsquo;m all &ldquo;Q &amp; A&rdquo; mood now
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Hee ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oops, she has one more for you, then she said she&rsquo;s done &ldquo;what do you honestly think about wendy smoking?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Hmm.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Still torn between me wanting to say it&rsquo;s up to you and that it&rsquo;s another feature that just makes you all the more &lsquo;you&rsquo;; and the fact that it really is bad for you, and I probably wouldn&rsquo;t be too happy if you got sick &lsquo;cause of it..
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;spiritually, do you know what it&rsquo;s used for?&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I have a vague idea of what tobacco itself is used for, but, from what I&rsquo;ve read, there&rsquo;s precious little of that in cigarettes. :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: &ldquo;no&hellip; smoking is used to hide anger&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I thought you meant traditionally. My bad.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said &ldquo;I&rsquo;m not traditional, don&rsquo;t know what normal is and have a hard time talking to &lsquo;normal&rsquo; people, or non-aware people&rdquo;
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Normal is a theme, and themes make good music</p>
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