zk/writing/sonata/index.md

%title Sonata (working title)
:writing:novel:memoir:fiction:

Another stab at writing a novel in sonata form.

* Introduction
    * Theme A in the tonic: on music
    * Theme B in the dominant: on movement
* Development
    * Transition to development: the moment they started coinciding was when I started walking when composing/composing when walking
    * Theme A vs theme B building tension and modulating - add in magical realism bit by bit and it turns out the magical realism is just escaping depression
* Recapitulation
    * Theme A in the tonic: music dissolving into chaos with senior recital
    * Theme B in the tonic: movement dissolving into chaos only literally this time
* Coda
    * Remembering the faintness of heart that went with the decision not to walk and how similar that was with accepting losing one's body and maybe I do hear music in the everyday and getting away from it is as hopeless as getting away from movement.

I think the thing that helped me get through Qoheleth alright was starting to write (or at least outline) the two separately, and then work on interleaving them about oh I dunno maybe halfway through, so.

Also vi doesn't like working with me at list depths greater than three, so.

### Theme A

* Introduction
    * [o] [I would love to tell you...](love-to-tell-you)
    * [o] [I just love office supplies](office-supplies)
    * [o] [Why am I playing saxophone?](why-sax)
    * [o] [Oboes and ownership over one's own life](oboes)
    * [o] [Wow omigosh choir](choir)
    * [ ] [And then my dad bought me Sibelius](sibelius)
    * [ ] [Music education is a cop-out](music-ed)
* Development
    * [ ] [At some point I started walking while composing](walking-while-composing)
    * [o] [It was at that point that I started to recognize the power of music](magic-in-music)
* Recapitulation
* Coda

### Theme B

* Introduction
    * [ ] [The folly of doing your own damn research](folly-research)
    * [ ] [The importance of doing your own damn research](important-research)
    * [ ] [Rocking out vs just rocking](rocking) (thinking "gosh, at least I don't have that" as I saw the guy in the car behind me rocking out thinking about TD)
    * [ ] [Are my hands moving? Is my head moving?](hands-vs-head) (at bconnected)
    * [ ] [Saying no on an ongoing basis](saying-no) (tic at bconnected getting frustrating)
    * [ ] [Going where no one knows your name](leaving) (leaving bconnected for canonical) 
* Development
    * (some other stuff here)
    * [ ] [At some point I started composing while walking](composing-while-walking) (introducing akathisia)
* Recapitulation
* Coda