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The weight on my shoulders slid down and off of me. "Thank you, Father."
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The weight on my shoulders slid down and off of me. "Thank you, Father."
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(certainly not talking to kay, go into talking with god with scene from discerment)
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That was Wednesday, and coming on Friday evening, now, I still do not know the root of my jealousy.
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I waffle still. Sometimes, it feels like envy. It feels like I'm craving something that I cannot have, something that is being kept from me in some form or another. Other times, however, I recognize that there is nothing keeping me from 'having' Dee, and that perhaps I am simply jealous of something that I do not yet have, but see myself having in the future.
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And other times still, both words fail, and I'm left simply with yearning.
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I'm left with yearning, and I know that the only one who I am hurting in these situations is me.
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* [o] [A dream](40)
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* [o] [A dream](40)
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* [o] [Leaving seminary vs liking Kay](50)
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* [o] [Leaving seminary vs liking Kay](50)
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* [o] [Dee chickens out](60)
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* [o] [Dee chickens out](60)
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* [ ] [Confession](61)
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* [o] [Confession](61)
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* [o] [Projection](70)
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* [o] [Projection](70)
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* [.] [Egodystonic attraction](71)
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* [.] [Egodystonic attraction](71)
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* [ ] [Calling Borenson](81)
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* [ ] [Calling Borenson](81)
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* [ ] [Talking with God](90)
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* [ ] [Talking with God](90)
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* [ ]
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* [ ]
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* [.] [The conversation](xx)
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* [.] [The conversation](xx)
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* [ ] [Talking with God again](xx1)
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