zk/diary/2004-05-01-14:32:35.md

%title For posterity! Or something.. %date 2004-05-01 14:32:35 :diary:livejournal:fossils:

Moondog Dragon: my mom's asking me wierd questions... Moondog Dragon: I can only avaoid questions so long whimper Ranna Fox: Like what? o.o Moondog Dragon: umm... "so are you and matt thinking about moving in together when you both get jobs" Ranna Fox: Yes, I'll keep you in my dorm room, in my bed. Moondog Dragon: yay Moondog Dragon: my mom wants to know what you're going to CSU for Moondog Dragon: your major Ranna Fox: Biochemistry, though I may switch to biology education. Moondog Dragon: that's spiffy Ranna Fox: Yeah. I'd like to teach, but I'm not sure I could deal with the kids, so I'll see how I like biochem. Moondog Dragon: ah Moondog Dragon: corrupting kids would be fun though Ranna Fox: Yeah. Teaching really does appeal to me, but I'm starting to realize how much I hate highschool kids :o) Moondog Dragon: lolo Moondog Dragon: i think being in high school makes you dislike highschoolers Ranna Fox: True.. Ranna Fox: I kinda want to be a choir director, but I'm not sure. Moondog Dragon: oooh Moondog Dragon: that would be fun Moondog Dragon: I thought you didn't like choir so much though Ranna Fox: I love choir, I hate my director like pieces of the sun. Moondog Dragon: oh, alright Moondog Dragon: i get it Ranna Fox: petpetpets Any other questions I can answer? ^^ Moondog Dragon: hmm... Ranna Fox: Truthfully or otherwise. Moondog Dragon: hmm, lemme think ^~ Moondog Dragon: my mom asks "what are you intentions towards me?" Ranna Fox: That's.. an odd question. Moondog Dragon: i know Moondog Dragon: she's looking for an answer, sarcastic or not... you asked if there were more questions, lol Ranna Fox: Do I need a goal-oriented action-item, or can I just say 'to be the best person I can be for you'? Moondog Dragon: she said that's the perfect answer Moondog Dragon: and i agree Ranna Fox: Oh, is this a pop quiz? :o) Moondog Dragon: yes Moondog Dragon: ^^ Moondog Dragon: is that alright? Ranna Fox: Mmhm ^^ Moondog Dragon: when do you start CSU Moondog Dragon: and are you on scholarship(s)? Ranna Fox: I start in the fall, and no scholarships. I've been too busy to apply for lengthly ones, and FAFSA didn't like me. Moondog Dragon: ^^ Moondog Dragon: My mom wants to know what you plan on happening when you stay here next weekend? Ranna Fox: Do you own Labyrinth? Moondog Dragon: yes Ranna Fox: I wanna watch it ^^ Moondog Dragon: kk Ranna Fox: Other than that, no plans ^^ Moondog Dragon: does you mom know you're staying? Ranna Fox: Not yet. Haven't had a chance to talk with her since I'm at my dad's. Moondog Dragon: ah Moondog Dragon: kk Ranna Fox: Eep, weird crap in my room./ Moondog Dragon: like? Moondog Dragon: she has another question... "do you want me to go back to college?" Ranna Fox: I think it'd be neat . You'd make a good vet. ^^ Moondog Dragon: aww thank you Moondog Dragon: she wants me to be a chemistry major, lol Moondog Dragon: i like the vet thing Ranna Fox: Why a chem major? Moondog Dragon: she said I love it, which I do, and I'm great at it, which I am, and i could help the world a lot by doign it, and she said it's a natural thing for me, which I agree on Moondog Dragon: she's full of questions... hope it's not bothering you Ranna Fox: I'm having fun ^^ Moondog Dragon: she wants to know who you think is dominant in our relationship Ranna Fox: I'd say the alpha, but actually, we're fairly egalitarian. Moondog Dragon: she said that;s a good answer Moondog Dragon: she wants to know if you see me as a male or female Ranna Fox: Depends on the situation. I think of you as male, but sometimes can't help but see you as female. shrug Moondog Dragon: she askes "in which situations do you see her as female and do you see her more and more as female?" Ranna Fox: Situations where physical characteristics make it evident, such as moments where your voice gets particularly soprano-esque. Moondog Dragon: lol Moondog Dragon: and the other half of the question? Ranna Fox: As male? Moondog Dragon: no... Moondog Dragon: do you see her more and more as female?"
Moondog Dragon: such as as we go along... does it go more male ro female or female to male? Ranna Fox: Um.. I really don't pay a whole lot of attention to it, except when it's brought up or made evident, might have to get back to you on that. Sorry for the non-answer.. Moondog Dragon: it's alright Moondog Dragon: she thinks your stalling on the answers, lol Ranna Fox: I am, I need time to think c.c Moondog Dragon: i know, i told her that, lol Moondog Dragon: "do you see yourself as male or female?" Ranna Fox: Twisted answer or simple answer? Moondog Dragon: "the honest answer" Ranna Fox: They're both honest, each in its own way. Moondog Dragon: it dostn't matter to her but i want the twisted one Ranna Fox: Simple: male. Ranna Fox: Twisted: I don't think of having a gender. I'm male by consequence and genetics, but I'm neither masculine nor feminine. Moondog Dragon: lol, that's what my mom sais about herself Moondog Dragon: ^^ Moondog Dragon: she asks "what do you think abotu this relationship between her and Samir?" Moondog Dragon: no judgement on my part Ranna Fox: It's constructive. I can't see anything bad coming of it. Moondog Dragon: ^^ Moondog Dragon: i like that one Ranna Fox: Yee ^^ Moondog Dragon: she asks "are you an only child?" Ranna Fox: Yup. I had a stepbrother and two step sisters for.. 11 years. Moondog Dragon: she asks "do you know how to quiet your mind?" Ranna Fox: Yes, I use a grounding technique from Usui style Reiki. Moondog Dragon: "" Moondog Dragon: "when you get depressed, do you use it? or do you forget it's a talent?" Ranna Fox: It depends on where the depression's coming from. If it's sympathetic or empathetic, it usually helps by quieting it, but if I'm actually depressed, I rarely remember it. Moondog Dragon: "do you know what a metaphysision is or how to spell it?" Moondog Dragon: lol, neither of us can spell it Ranna Fox: Metaphysician. Ranna Fox: My guess would be that it's a reiki practitioner. Moondog Dragon: thanks for the spelling Moondog Dragon: hai hai, that's what my mom is Moondog Dragon: "can you create?" Ranna Fox: If it's create with a lowercase c, then I suppose so. I can make coffee and such :o) If it's Create, then I'm not sure what you mean. Moondog Dragon: "do you believe you create your own reality?" Ranna Fox: Within limits, yeah, I suppose I do. Moondog Dragon: she said "there are no limits" Ranna Fox: Except the ones you put on yourself :o) Moondog Dragon: ^^ Moondog Dragon: "can you close your eyes and invision something and know it's true?" Moondog Dragon: "and know that it's going to be?" Ranna Fox: Depends again on the limits I place on myself. Moondog Dragon: kk Moondog Dragon: she said "you're still young, her journey didn't start until she was 43 and studied for 10 years to get to where she is now" Ranna Fox: And I've got all the time in the world, so I'm taking steps. The only leap I've taken was getting attuned to 2nd degree Reiki in four hours, and that awoke a stomach ache to end all stomach aches. :o) Moondog Dragon: "what do you mean by second level attunement?" Moondog Dragon: "are you talking abotu running energy?" Ranna Fox: Reiki is a school, divided into three degrees depending on how much you learn, which is based on how ready you are. I was ready for what I had to learn, but practicing the first day lead me to a purge that took place over a few days. Ranna Fox: Michael knows about this from my journal thing. Moondog Dragon: she said she's out of questions Moondog Dragon: do you have any for her? ^^ Ranna Fox: Did she come to any conclusions about me? :o) Moondog Dragon: "being a metaphysican I don't judge, I accept things given to me as information" Moondog Dragon: so I'd say no, but she had no bad reastions to any answers ^^ Ranna Fox: Hehe, everyone has their non-answers. Moondog Dragon: ^_^ Moondog Dragon: i suppose so Moondog Dragon: she said that she'll think about Moondog Dragon: it Ranna Fox: Okie ^^ Moondog Dragon: do you have any questions for me? Ranna Fox: How do you think it went? Moondog Dragon: i think it went well Moondog Dragon: except I'm all "Q & A" mood now Ranna Fox: Hee ^^ Moondog Dragon: oops, she has one more for you, then she said she's done "what do you honestly think about wendy smoking?" Ranna Fox: Hmm. Ranna Fox: Still torn between me wanting to say it's up to you and that it's another feature that just makes you all the more 'you'; and the fact that it really is bad for you, and I probably wouldn't be too happy if you got sick 'cause of it.. Moondog Dragon: "spiritually, do you know what it's used for?" Ranna Fox: I have a vague idea of what tobacco itself is used for, but, from what I've read, there's precious little of that in cigarettes. :o) Moondog Dragon: "no... smoking is used to hide anger" Ranna Fox: I thought you meant traditionally. My bad. Moondog Dragon: lol Moondog Dragon: she said "I'm not traditional, don't know what normal is and have a hard time talking to 'normal' people, or non-aware people" Ranna Fox: Normal is a theme, and themes make good music.