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%title [no subject] %date 2005-11-26 19:57:06 :diary:livejournal:fossils:
You whisper, "I guess I'm just sorta curious as to what's going on lately.. I feel a little like you're not letting me get close to you. I mean, there's not really too much of a problem with that, 'cause it's just the internet and all, but.. well, the interenet's about all we've got right now. I think that's why I got sorta jealous last night." to Rikoshi. Rikoshi whispers, "Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you with anything. I guess I'm not sure what I've been doing that makes you feel like we're not so close anymore... I mean, I don't FEEL like I'm un-close to you. Is there anything I can do to fix that, hon?" to you. You page, "Well, I'm not quite sure what's happened, or if things changed or something. I don't feel any less close to you or anything, just that.. when I get affectionate or something, it seems like you just get passive and just repeat whatever I said or something. I guess I don't really have a problem if you're not really into doing that sort of thing with me anymore - I suppose it can get stale if one does it enough :o) - but I'm a little confused as to why. I think about you an awful lot, so I guess it's just been weighing on my mind, and last night was just kind of proof that I was maybe focusing on it a little too much.." to Rikoshi. You page-pose, "Ranna rambles @.@" to Rikoshi (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi hugs you on up. "Oh, hon, I get what you mean," he says, nosing at your cheek. "I can promise you that there's no... disinterest on my part. I think that lately, it's just been a matter of timing combined with stress -- I haven't been writing about work in my LJ as much lately, but it's really starting to... kinda get to me, and so at night, I'm sorta... I dunno, in a weird mood, a lot. Last night, actually, I was... well, definitely kinda frisky and all, but it was just sorta late so I didn't wanna start too much. Does that make sense? I don't want to sound like I'm making excuses, because I'm not trying to." You page-pose, "Ranna smiles a little, "I trust you hon, I know you're not disinterested, it's just.. I guess like I said, I've kinda gotten a little too attached to you over the past few months, and so I guess I've started thinking of us as in.. well.. some sort of relationship, whether we are or aren't. I think I started having some expectations of you without really realising it, much less voicing them. Of course, I hardly would expect such things of you simply 'cause foxes like each other - you're free to do your own thing, really.." He pauses and smiles a little, "Though, for the future, I'm not too keen on watching; makes me feel kinda weird."" to Rikoshi (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi kisses you on the nose, first. "Thanks for getting that out, hon," he says. "I appreciate that, and believe me when I say that you're not just... you know, imagining stuff. There's... y'know, a definite mutual fox-liking going on, here." :) You page-pose, "Ranna wiggles his nose a little and licks at your chin, "I know, hon. Foxes like eachother lots. And expect a nice christmas gift, even if it might be a little late :o) Anyway, I guess all this is coming out 'cause I don't have the stress of school to worry about, so it's good to at least talk about some - I don't mean to put any sort of damper on your day."" to Rikoshi Somewhere on the muck, TealFox has disconnected. Somewhere on the muck, Farrel has connected. (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi smooches you again, and then kinda grabs your butt. "Aw, you're not a damper. And I think the stress on both parts is probably understandable. I don't think we need to worry, maybe." ^^ You page-pose, "Ranna giggles a little and yips at the grab, wagging about. "Yeah, I'm sure it'll work out. Besides, in less than two months, I plan on pouncing a fox, anyhow," he says, grinning." to Rikoshi (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi rrrls and smooches you once more. "Hey, and I plan on maybe getting some thorough digital pouncings in between now and then, Mr. Playful," he teases. You page-pose, "Ranna chirps and smooches back once or thrice, "Hee.. I can't help it, s'just the fox I am." He shrugs. And predictably, follows that up with a pounce," to Rikoshi Huh? (Type "help" for help.) (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi catches you, or at least tries to, before you end up just knocking him over. "Hee! Well, that's one for Rannafox, I guess," he says, wiggling his nose and whiskers. (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi acks! "Hey, foxer, houseguests have shown up (Van and Raffy) and so I should probably go and keep 'em company," he says. "You'll be around later, yeah?" (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi steals a nice, deep-muzzle kiss from you, first, though, because that's, y'know, foremost. You page-pose, "Ranna kisses back all nice and deep. Rrrf. Part of the reason he likes foxes so much. "I expect I'll be around a bit, yeah.."" to Rikoshi (p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi rubs your butt some more, and smiles. "Okay, sweetheart. See you soon!" Somewhere on the muck, Rikoshi has disconnected.