<p>This evening kinda sucked. It’s nice and all that I can hide behind my supposed insanity from my housemates, but it leaves very few people to talk to about why I feel like a useless, overbearing and presumptuous dickhead, especially around them.</p>
<p>So anyway, I spent four hours cleaning up the mess that was the kitchen yesterday, finding some insanely disgusting things in the process, but it’s.. much cleaner now. Part of what I did was remove half the silverware, half the bowls, plates, saucers, and all of the nice coffee mugs and small plates in hopes that the smaller amount of dishes will force my housemates and I to be more responsible about cleaning. Went shopping today to replenish all the rotting food which my housemates left in the fridge that I threw out. I made some more bread - cheddar white bread. It came out pretty disgusting, which might be part of the reason I feel so bummed. Next time I’ll look for a recipe that isn’t sweet, and maybe I’ll experiment with temperatures and times of cooking, since no matter what I do, the crust comes out a little too dry, and it’s still doughy in the center. I didn’t clean up after myself - didn’t feel up to it. Chocolate pudding didn’t assuage the problem. Neither did finishing my book (found out there’s a sequel, god damnit). I think I might try to wake up early and get some work done, or I might sleep in a little.</p>
<p>Sorry for the bitching, haven’t done it in a while</p>
