<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yeah. I’d like to teach, but I’m not sure I could deal with the kids, so I’ll see how I like biochem.
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I start in the fall, and no scholarships. I’ve been too busy to apply for lengthly ones, and FAFSA didn’t like me.
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said I love it, which I do, and I’m great at it, which I am, and i could help the world a lot by doign it, and she said it’s a natural thing for me, which I agree on
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she’s full of questions… hope it’s not bothering you
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I’m having fun ^^
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Depends on the situation. I think of you as male, but sometimes can’t help but see you as female. <em>shrug</em>
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she askes “in which situations do you see her as female and do you see her more and more as female?”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Situations where physical characteristics make it evident, such as moments where your voice gets particularly soprano-esque.
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and the other half of the question?
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you see her more and more as female?”<br/>
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: such as as we go along… does it go more male ro female or female to male?
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Um.. I really don’t pay a whole lot of attention to it, except when it’s brought up or made evident, might have to get back to you on that. Sorry for the non-answer..
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Twisted: I don’t think of having a gender. I’m male by consequence and genetics, but I’m neither masculine nor feminine.
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol, that’s what my mom sais about herself
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “when you get depressed, do you use it? or do you forget it’s a talent?”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: It depends on where the depression’s coming from. If it’s sympathetic or empathetic, it usually helps by quieting it, but if I’m actually depressed, I rarely remember it.
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “do you know what a metaphysision is or how to spell it?”
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hai hai, that’s what my mom is
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “can you create?”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: If it’s create with a lowercase c, then I suppose so. I can make coffee and such :o) If it’s Create, then I’m not sure what you mean.
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “do you believe you create your own reality?”
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said “you’re still young, her journey didn’t start until she was 43 and studied for 10 years to get to where she is now”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: And I’ve got all the time in the world, so I’m taking steps. The only leap I’ve taken was getting attuned to 2nd degree Reiki in four hours, and that awoke a stomach ache to end all stomach aches. :o)
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “what do you mean by second level attunement?”
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “are you talking abotu running energy?”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Reiki is a school, divided into three degrees depending on how much you learn, which is based on how ready you are. I was ready for what I had to learn, but practicing the first day lead me to a purge that took place over a few days.
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Michael knows about this from my journal thing.
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oops, she has one more for you, then she said she’s done “what do you honestly think about wendy smoking?”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Still torn between me wanting to say it’s up to you and that it’s another feature that just makes you all the more ‘you’; and the fact that it really is bad for you, and I probably wouldn’t be too happy if you got sick ‘cause of it..
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “spiritually, do you know what it’s used for?”
<fontcolor="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I have a vague idea of what tobacco itself is used for, but, from what I’ve read, there’s precious little of that in cigarettes. :o)
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: “no… smoking is used to hide anger”
<fontcolor="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said “I’m not traditional, don’t know what normal is and have a hard time talking to ‘normal’ people, or non-aware people”
