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<p>Ioan forked quickly, the new instance taking May by the elbow and guiding her carefully toward the bedroom, leaving #Tracker and Sarah to sit in stunned silence, watching them leave.</p>
<p>There was a brief sensorium message, a few quiet words from eir fork, and ey nodded. &ldquo;She panicked for a moment but is just going to disengage for a bit. She says to carry on since you and I might as well get to know each other, too. She&rsquo;ll reschedule for the near future.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Alright,&rdquo; Sarah said, still frowning. &ldquo;I know I said just chat, but I don&rsquo;t think I can just let that go. Can you explain what just happened?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey sighed, nodded, and rubbed eir palms against eir pants. &ldquo;She will wind up getting overwhelmed by emotion sometimes, once every six months or so. It&rsquo;ll take her out for a few days then pass. She just got through one not too long ago &mdash; I think she contacted you the day after she got back.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey sighed, nodded, and rubbed eir palms against eir slacks. &ldquo;She will wind up getting overwhelmed by emotion sometimes, once every six months or so. It&rsquo;ll take her out for a few days then pass. She just got through one not too long ago &mdash; I think she contacted you the day after she got back.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;So this is another bout?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;No, I don&rsquo;t think so. She&rsquo;s been kind of depressed over the last few days, which is different than when she overflows. She says it&rsquo;s not uncommon for her to &lsquo;crash&rsquo; after really big events. She slows down and has a hard time enjoying things, which I suspect is common with depression. But also, little things will trigger large emotional reactions.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Sarah nodded. &ldquo;That makes sense, at least. &lsquo;Trigger&rsquo; is probably the right word, there. That certainly looked like a trauma response. One she was trying very hard to control, of course, but I could almost see the adrenaline rush through her.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>&ldquo;Shush, you&rsquo;re fine. I think she, of all people, understands a reaction like that.&rdquo; Ey picked up another square of paper from the stack and began trying to fold again. &ldquo;But that&rsquo;s enough talk of that for now. If you want dinner, you have to help me get at least one of these made.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>There was a brief flicker of some emotion ey couldn&rsquo;t decode on Artante&rsquo;s face. It was almost a smile, almost pride, almost contentment, but it was quickly replaced by the polite expression she seemed to wear at all other times. &ldquo;It is not the time to have that conversation. We will soon, I suspect.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;It seems pretty easy to read between the lines on that answer,&rdquo; Sarah said gently. &ldquo;Though I don&rsquo;t suppose it can be helped.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Artante spread her hands over the table, palms up. &ldquo;As I said before, it would be impossible for the formal discussion to be the only context in which we communicate.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Text and metatext,&rdquo; Codrin mumbled, and with that, an idea dropped, fully-formed, onto em. Ey could feel the weight of it land on eir shoulders, the import of it digging into eir back like claws. Ey sat up straighter. &ldquo;With the understanding that there are correct times for conversations, may I give you information for you to access at those times?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Text and metatext,&rdquo; Codrin mumbled, and with that, an idea dropped, fully-formed, onto em. Ey could feel the weight of it land on eir shoulders, the import of it digging into eir back like claws. Ey sat up straighter. &ldquo;With the understanding that there are correct times for conversations, may I <em>give</em> you information for you to access at those times?&rdquo;</p>
<p>The fourthracer looked to Turun Ko, who raised its chin in assent. &ldquo;You may, recorder Codrin Bălan.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey nodded, hoping against hope that ey even had the ACLs to do as ey&rsquo;d planned. Ey knew that ey could create as much paper as ey wanted, though ey wasn&rsquo;t sure whether ey&rsquo;d be able to create paper with text already on it. Ey knew that ey could create notepads, but had yet to try creating a notebook, as ey hadn&rsquo;t finished the current one yet.</p>
<p>Nothing for it but to try.</p>
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<p>Ey watched as the skunk&rsquo;s eyes widened, gaze darting between em, Turun Ka, and the book in Turun Ko&rsquo;s hands, now about half-finished. She sat down heavily on the chair and sagged against the back. &ldquo;Well, fuck me.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>&ldquo;We are pleased-excited to witness mutual-shared enjoyment,&rdquo; Turun Ko said, voice bouncing between registers in amusement.</p>
<p>The fourthracer laughed. &ldquo;I am not surprised. Will you join us in finding them?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Codrin led them down the hall past their rest area. The hallway continued beyond, though it ended at a flat wall that ey supposed must be an exit when the place was not in use for a convergence. To the side, though, there was an alcove, windows on the three walls looking out over a garden. It seemed perpetually sunny, and every time ey&rsquo;d seen them there, the thirdracer had been sunning themself while they chatted.</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Nahi,</em> recorder Codrin Bălan,&rdquo; Stolon said, then sat up straighter, bowing from a seated position to the other delegates. &ldquo;<em>Rehas&rsquo; les.</em>&ldquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Nahi,</em> recorder Codrin Bălan,&rdquo; Stolon said, then sat up straighter when they noticed Turun Ko, bowing from a seated position to the other delegates. &ldquo;<em>Rehas&rsquo; les.</em>&ldquo;</p>
<p>Ey bowed. &ldquo;Apologies for interrupting. I figured I&rsquo;d get us all together as suggested.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Ka, ka,</em>&rdquo; Stolon said, bobbing their head.</p>
<p>There was a ping against eir sense of time, a sensation of insistent pressing.</p>
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<p>Ey frowned. Ey wanted nothing more than to write this down, to do as ey always had done and incorporate this into a story, but something about this meeting seemed to preclude that possibility. Something about it was meant only for this space.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I see,&rdquo; ey said. &ldquo;And that you have two endings implies that there is a goal, <em>anem?</em>&ldquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Anem.</em>&rdquo; Turun Ko lifted its snout. &ldquo;You will join-converge with us as fifthrace or you will not.&rdquo;</p>
<p>There was silence within that bubble of fast-time, and ey imagined that it was em, Tycho, and Sarah struggling to process this information while the two Artemisians waited patiently for the next step in the conversation &mdash; or perhaps the next item on the checklist.</p>
<p>There was silence within that bubble of fast-time, and ey imagined that it was em, Tycho, and Sarah struggling to process this information while the three Artemisians waited patiently for the next step in the conversation &mdash; or perhaps the next item on the checklist.</p>
<p>The pressure to ask the correct question weighing down eir shoulders, Codrin nonetheless stood up straighter. &ldquo;Is there a correct ending?&rdquo;</p>
<p>A smile tugged at the corner of Artante&rsquo;s mouth, leading to a sense of relief within em. Ey suspected that em asking that very question might have been an item on their list.</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Unot.</em> The endings share equality-correctness.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Will the decision be mutual?&rdquo; Sarah asked.</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Ka,</em> representative Sarah Genet. The decision-ending must be mutual-shared before the Ansible-transmission-mechanisms will be unlocked-ungated-opened on both Castor and Artemis, <em>anem?</em>&ldquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;I suppose so,&rdquo; Codrin said. &ldquo;If one side, as a whole, did not want to join, they wouldn&rsquo;t turn on their Ansible for general use.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;It has to be,&rdquo; Codrin said. &ldquo;If one side, as a whole, did not want to join, they wouldn&rsquo;t turn on their Ansible for general use.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Artante nodded. &ldquo;And the other, seeing that, might feel enough unease that the decision would become mutual, even if it had not started that way.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Are we on the path towards becoming fifthrace, then?&rdquo; ey asked.</p>
<p>After a pause, Turun Ko said, &ldquo;The list does not work-function in this way, recorder Codrin Bălan. The decision-inflection-point is preceded by a cloud-tree-collection-net-pile-table-graph of interconnected actions-items-steps.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>&ldquo;Do you two have steps of your own? Desired outcomes?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;You ask an interesting question,&rdquo; Artante said, sounding thoughtful. &ldquo;I want what&rsquo;s best, and with each passing conversation between delegations, the meaning of &lsquo;what&rsquo;s best&rsquo; shifts. I&rsquo;m sorry that I can&rsquo;t put it more clearly than that, though I can assure you that I consider us to be together in this: what&rsquo;s best for the Artemisians will also be what&rsquo;s best for you.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;And you, Turun Ko?&rdquo;</p>
<p>It straightened up, joints and synthetic flesh shifting smoothly in a well-articulated dance, as though it was running through some internal checklist to correct its posture. &ldquo;I want-desire stories. There is no combination of steps-items on our list that will not result-in-lead-to stories, so I will not be disappointed. I have received-learned many already, and I am content-happy-satisfied-fulfilled and will remain-continue-to-be so even if you become-turn-into the most exceptionally-stupendously boring-droll numbskulls-sad-sacks-dipshits in the visible-observable universe.&rdquo;</p>
<p>It straightened up, joints and synthetic flesh shifting smoothly in a well-articulated dance, as though it was running through some internal checklist to correct its posture. &ldquo;I want-desire stories. There is no combination of steps-items on our list that will not result-in-lead-to stories, so I will not be disappointed. I have received-learned many already, and I am content-happy-satisfied-fulfilled and will remain-continue-to-be so even if you become-turn-into the most exceptionally-stupendously boring-droll numbskulls-sadsacks-dipshits in the visible-observable universe.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Codrin and Sarah both stared at the firstracer before laughing, joined by Artante. Even the fourthracer seemed taken aback by the sudden injection of humor.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I guess we have proven interesting, if nothing else,&rdquo; Sarah said.</p>
<p>&ldquo;<em>Anem,</em>&rdquo; Turun Ko confirmed, and the single word came out nearly a song.</p>
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<p>&ldquo;<em>Anem!</em> Of course I will.&rdquo;</p>
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