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<p>I have volunteered for an early procedure. A way back. Or, rather, a way to a new place. A way to be embedded within a system, rather than simply within a hall of mirrors. I cannot say where, other than it is not in the Western Fed. All I can tell you is that the world should expect big things when it comes to what we have learned from the lost.</p>
<p>I will not say that there is no chance that we may some day meet again. My body will die, I'm told, but should my mind and my sense of self miraculously survive, then I will be on my own once more. This time, however, it will be my choice.</p>
<p>There will be those who come after. Perhaps <em>you</em> will come after. Perhaps you will yearn for that return to the mirrored world where memory does not die. And maybe those who come after will do so for other reasons, but they will come.</p>
<p>Should I survive and then others come after, perhaps I will meet them. But it is best to assume that I will not. Maybe it is best to think of it as a sort of suicide, in the end. Here I am, going off to find a better place, and doing so through death. One that is inaccessible to you or anyone, except perhaps some anonymous scientist in a lab, typing at a terminal.</p>
<p>Should I survive and then others come after, perhaps I will meet them. But it is best to assume that I will not. Maybe it is best to think of it as a sort of suicide, in the end. Here I am, going off to find a better place, and doing so through death. A place that is inaccessible to you or anyone, except perhaps some anonymous scientist in a lab, typing at a terminal.</p>
<p>If I see you again, I will greet you with open arms. If I do not, know that I loved you to the last, in my own way.</p>
<p>I have little else to offer but the words that plagued me while I was lost.</p>
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Behind whom do I await my judgment?<br />
Beside whom do I face death?<br />
And why wait I for an answer?</p>
<p>Among those who create are those who forge:<br />
They move from creation to creation.<br />
And those who remain are those who hone,<br />
Perfecting a single art to a cruel point.<br />
To forge is to end, and to own beginnings.<br />
To hone is to trade ends for perpetual starts.<br />
In this end of days, I must begin anew.<br />
In this end of days, I seek an end.<br />
In this end of days, I reach for new beginnings<br />
that I may find the middle path.</p>
<p>Time is a finger pointing at itself<br />
that it might give the world orders.<br />
The world is an audience before a stage<br />
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what gifts we give we give in death,<br />
what lives we lead we lead in memory,<br />
and the end of memory lies beneath the roots.</p>
<p>Among those who create are those who forge:<br />
They move from creation to creation.<br />
And those who remain are those who hone:<br />
They perfect a single art to a cruel point.<br />
To forge is to end, and to own beginnings.<br />
To hone is to trade ends for perpetual starts.<br />
In this end of days, I must begin anew.<br />
In this end of days, I seek an end.<br />
In this end of days, I reach for new beginnings<br />
that I may find the middle path.</p>
<p>May one day death itself not die?<br />
Should we rejoice in the end of endings?<br />
What is the correct thing to hope for?<br />
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<li class="done4"> Chapter: <a href="Sasha/005.html">Sasha</a> --- Sasha at/after funeral, learn she's Michelle Hadje</li>
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<li class="done3"> Epilogue<ul>
<li class="done3"> Chapter: <a href="RJ/017.html">RJ 017</a> --- Ode in letter/suicide note to Sasha</li>
<li class="done4"> Epilogue<ul>
<li class="done4"> Chapter: <a href="RJ/017.html">RJ 017</a> --- Ode in letter/suicide note to Sasha</li>
<li class="rejected"> Chapter: <!-- Qian Guowei - Gets next assignment REJECTED maybe? Heck. I don't know if this fits any longer.--> (REJECTED cheapens the ending)</li>
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