update from sparkleup

writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md

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 ### Using romance beats
 
-1. [ ] Goal/agenda
-    * [ ] A: Likes Kay, emotional literacy
-    * [ ] B: Left pastoral life/path, no love = okay
-2. [ ] Meet cute (working backwards)
-    * [ ] A: Library
-3. [ ] No way #1
-    * [ ] A: Wouldn't work
-    * [ ] B: Good that I left. Besides, used to celibacy
-4. [ ] Stuck together
-    * [ ] A: Lunches
-5. [ ] No way #2
-    * [ ] A: [Limerence is egodystonic](71)
+1. [o] [Goal/agenda](beats/01-agenda)
+    * [o] A: Likes Kay, emotional literacy - [10](10)
+    * [o] B: Left pastoral life/path, no love = okay - [21](21)
+2. [O] [Meet cute](beats/02-meet-cute) (working backwards)
+    * [O] A: Library - [20](20), [30](30)
+3. [.] [No way #1](beats/03-no-way-1)
+    * [.] A: The dream...but no, wouldn't work - [40](40), [60](60)/[61](61)?
+    * [.] B: Good that I left. Besides, used to celibacy - [50](50)
+4. [o] [Stuck together](beats/04-stuck-together)
+    * [o] A: Lunches - [31](31), [51](51), [72](72)
+5. [.] [No way #2](beats/05-no-way-2)
+    * [o] A: Limerence is egodystonic - [71](71), [61](61)?, [70](70)?
     * [ ] B: Reaffirm left, even if faith = very important
-6. [ ] Bone town
-    * [ ] A: [Visit, finally acknowledge feelings may be real
-7. [ ] Seeds of doubt
-    * [ ] Wallow #1 - I knew better when...
+6. [ ] [Bone town](beats/06-bone-town)
+    * [ ] A: Visit, finally acknowledge feelings may be real
+7. [.] Seeds of doubt
+    * [ ] [Wallow #1](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--1-wallow-1) - I knew better when...
         * [ ] A: Weird concert/dinner
         * [ ] B: Discernment - discussion with Borenson
-    * [ ] Retreat - soft spots exposed
-        * [ ] A: Back to hotel, then hike by himself, talking with god
+    * [.] [Retreat](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--2-retreat) - soft spots exposed
+        * [.] A: Back to hotel, then hike by himself, talking with god, [52](52), [53](53)
         * [ ] B: Discernment - struggling with self definition
-    * [ ] Choose fear - break up!
+    * [ ] [Choose fear](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--3-choose-fear) - break up!
         * [ ] A: Hanging out, reading ???: totes not going to work out
         * [ ] B: Discernment - talk with god, decide to go with it
-    * [ ] Wallow #2
+    * [ ] [Wallow #2](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--4-wallow-2)
         * [ ] A: Going home, feeling rough re: giving up
         * [ ] B: Discernment - leaving
-8. [ ] Choose love
+8. [ ] [Choose love](beats/08-choose-love)
     * [ ] A: Decide maybe it's worth it as a way to move forward for once
-9. [ ] Plan
+9. [ ] [Plan](beats/09-plan)
     * [ ] A: Drafts email
     * [ ] B: Talks to god
-10. [ ] Grand gesture
-    * [ ] A: The Conversation™
-11. [ ] Ends with "no" 
-    * [ ] A: Kay had picked up on it, decides pretty firmly on her end that she wants to keep friendship. Sigh, ah well
-12. [ ] Payoff
+10. [ ] [Grand gesture](beats/10-grand-gesture)
+    * [ ] A: The Conversation™ (email)
+11. [ ] [Ends with "no"](beats/11-ends-with-no)
+    * [ ] A: Kay had picked up on it, decides pretty firmly on her end that she wants to keep friendship. Sigh, ah well (text, then call)
+12. [ ] [Payoff](beats/12-payoff) (probably just one chapter of what-ifs)
     * [ ] A: Limerence fades, settle back into new, more open friendship/what could have been
     * [ ] B: Doubt fades, settle into lay life/what could have been
-13 [ ] Epilogue/hope
+13. [ ] [Epilogue/hope](beats/13-epilogue) (again, probably just one chapter)
     * [ ] A: Plans another visit/okay being friends
     * [ ] B: Starts volunteering MH counselling services at church.
 
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 * [o] Act II
     * [o] [Leaving seminary vs liking Kay](50)
     * [o] [Lunch 2 with Kay](51)
-    * [o] [Talking with god part 1](52)
-    * [ ] [Talking with god part 2](53)
-    * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 1](54)
-    * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 2](55)
+    * [o] [Talking with god part 1](52) !
+    * [ ] [Talking with god part 2](53) !
+    * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 1](54) !
+    * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 2](55) !
     * [o] [Dee chickens out](60)
     * [o] [Confession](61)
     * [o] [Projection](70)