zk/writing/ally/self-harm/suicide/008.md

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Things are totally out of control now.

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012

On meds for anxiety now, but that seems to have just let loose something terrible. Tried to kill myself Wednesday night, spent all tonight--

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012

--obsessing about it, woke up Karl and James, then felt guilty and upset about it.

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012

It's not even really about anything, I'm just messed up, I guess.

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012

Days are spent in a surreality, both happy and unreasonably angry.

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012

I'm sorry you'll all wake up to a bunch of Matt freaking out, but I'm stuck :S

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012

Where's your tweet from this time?

As someone who went to the ER last night and got 12 stitches only to find out that insurance ended on the 30th and I haven't received my COBRA paperwork yet so we'll see how fucked I am financially: mood. https://t.co/sil5Yf2617

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) October 10, 2019

I'm okay. Just tired.

— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) October 10, 2019